Beautiful Day For A Troubled Mind

Haunted by depression I suffer from lonliness. Drifting in and out of my own life, I yearn for what once was but will never be again. I sure would like to figure it all out. How to be happy, how to be there for my family when they are not here. What happened? How did I arrive at this point. Sometimes I feel so helpless. Sometimes I feel so stupid, like I've wasted my life on a dream, only to wake up in a cold sweat.


Liam turned 3 years old last week. The years are flying by and I'm not getting any younger. I want to cry, but I can't even do that. So I sit by myself, locked in the prison of my mind and wait. I waiting for inspiration. I'm waiting for my life to make sense. After two divorces, 4 kids and 5 stores I look in the mirror and see someone more foolish than me.