Confused

I'm having trouble moving forward because I keep looking back. I'm in pain and it's getting in the way. I just want to be happy. I just want to feel complete. I need to get laid.

I am a good father and I was a good husband. Was I? OK so I worked to much, trying to do what I thought was right.

This is not helping.

Need to be proactive

Need to get a grip

probably need a hooker

I went dancing Wednesday night. Had a great time. Dancing with Grace is wonderful, she tells me to chill with my shoulders and dance with my feet. Maggie is so beautiful she cuts a rug. Julie was my first dance partner, it was her Birthday. They all say I'm getting better. . . I don't see it. . . but I just love dancing with all of them. Maybe I should ask Maggie out on a date. Would hate to make things weird on dance nite. As it stands, we all show up week after week, dance and close the joint.

I think I'll buy Buster a new winter coat. The zipper is busted on the one he has and it's getting cold.

It's getting cold. . . and I'm getting old.