Monday

Monday was a good day. Went to the piss test place and gave them at least a mouthful. One more of these random UA's and the drug evaluation that Nigel has been preparing and I am ready to go back to the lawyer who has offered to help for free. He said, once I have complied with the courts order for all this bullshit he will file the papers and we will fight for overnight visitations. This is exciting! I know I shouldn't get my hopes up. In fact, I should anticipate now, that I have started jumping through hoops, that there will be many more to come.

What a fucking bitch, I just want to spend time with my kids. Years ago I swore I would never piss in a cup for anyone. Now I'll piss in anyones cup if it means I get to see my kids more. I haven't smoked any pot since new years eve. Big deal. If stopping the things I enjoy (pot) and doing the thing I don't enjoy (pissing in a cup) put me and my kids together great. . . . but is that even going to happen? I thought about posting video to the web of her doing drugs at a dead concert. She out right lied in court and said she had never done any drugs. But does anyone care about that. . . does that matter. Ancient history. I just want to move forward. I am ready to forgive and forget, I just want to spend time with my kids.

After the UA, I went to the market on a slow Monday. The goal was to make back the $18 I just spent on the UA (Urine Analysis). Did better than that. Made about $40 in an hour without breaking a sweat. Was going to work more, but thought It would be nice to do something fun with Buster since we don't see too much of each other over the weekends. I work and and he sleeps. Ahhhhh to be a teenager again. I got home about the time he did and asked him if he wanted to go to see a movie and then to Monday Night Magic later in the evening.

We ended up seeing a matinee of Hitchhikers Guide To The Galaxy.



My favorite line in the movie was, "I would rather be happy than right".

Monday Night Magic was good as well.

Wanted to go out for dinner, but I had defrosted some chicken and thought we should eat at home. I'm sick of cooking and eating at home. But I know how much money we save by not eating out. It's all good. I prepared white rice, asian vegetables and the chicken in a Schezwan Spicy Hot sauce. Buster did his homework while I made dinner for us.