Divorce Is UGLY
Talked to longtime friend of mine today about his impending divorce. My heart breaks for a guy who say's, "He's OK". Shit, I know better than that. Anytime kids are involved the road is rarely smooth. Uphill battles communicating and dealing with emotions are some of the things we talked about.
He has sat ringside and watched my journey into the abyss. I hope he fares better.
I've been depressed lately. Signing legal papers, fighting to see my kids, I've ripped the scab off my healing heart and ripened the wound readying it for the salt. Everyday I leave a message. Everyday I ask to speak to my children, everyday I ask when I can see them next. I am available to see my kids anytime, any day. . . I let her know that. My calls go unanswered and so do my prayers. So, what do I do about it? Lately I've been sleeping A LOT. I like to go to movies. I street perform. I tell my story.
3 Comments:
I hope it works out for you.
Every other blog I look at, there seems to be a man fighting to see his children.
I can't imagine it must tear away at you. I'd like to offer words of reassurance, but they would seem crass.
I just hope it works out for you.
And your kids.
5:21 PM
I'm used to crass. . . . . offer away.
TF
6:55 PM
Tom - the new xbox comes out in November - get one. I will be. You and buster can play together. It could be a way to kill some time and take your mind off shit.
Brett
7:24 PM
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