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Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Sick to my stomach

This shit has got me stressed out. My stomach aches, I have heart burn and a bizarre little pain near my kidney on the left side. I need to get a grip. Scabs from legal battles fought in a different lifetime in another divorce completely healed only to be ripped fresh. . . red blood.

I must remind myself, that they can't hurt me anymore. Worst case is, it stays like it's been for the last two years. Need to focus, need to untie the knots in my stomach, slow down and enjoy the fight ringside, nice and personal.

It was never in my plan to fight back. I sacrificed myself and was steamrolled. I refused to participate in a war of hate and I got FUCKED.

Now it's time to make up for lost time. Pick up the pieces and move forward. I can't say that I have a lot of confidence in the system; but it's all I got I guess. I'll take the fight to her. . . in Kent at the Regional Justice Center and Marriott.

Session tonight. Now that my parenting classes are over the core group will meet for dinner at my home this evening. Afterwards the session grows around us. I think Mr. Flynn will be bringing supper.

Maybe we'll shoot some video and something inspired might happen.

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