Counting the hours

I'm so excited that in 34 hours I'll be kissing Polly at the Seattle Airport. How did I get so lucky. She's in for another week, because we just couldn't be apart any longer. We talk ALL the time and we're really getting excited about moving in with each other in Los Angeles! Neither of us can believe that this is all going so well. Either we're crazy. . . or the rest of the world is. I like to believe the latter.

What do you say about someone who makes you feel worthwhile and loved.

I say I'm ready to pour my heart into this relationship and see what can happen.

I must say that all of our conversations realize that this no easy task and that anything worth having, is worth working for. Shit, with the added stress of two ex wives and 4 kids, it's a wonder she considers me at all. . . . But you weren't there when we were teenagers. . . and you weren't there when we kissed and nourished each others souls in our 20's. And your not here right now in my heart where I feel the glowing presence of the woman I love.

But your here now reading this

and that's just the way it is.