Yesterday a tough day emotionally

I picked up the kids yesterday at 2:00PM. It was too nice a day to make them play in the backroom as I tried to sell magic. So we blew off the shop and went to the park. We took a nice hike and played at the playground. It was a beautiful day. I had trouble fighting my emotions all day. We had Kentucky Fried Chicken for dinner and went to a different park afterwards before I had to drop them off. Max had been wiggling a tooth all day, it finally came out. All of these little events that occur in the lives of children, and I will miss most of them. I was supposed to meet Julie at the Owl and Thistle for some music and dancing in the evening. I took a nap and didn't wake up till 9:00AM. What's up with that!! Ok, so I am depressed. I cried like a fucking baby and then went to sleep.