Bumbershoot

Worked Bumbershoot yesterday. My days of cranking out shows are over. I used to be able to go all day and bang'em out. These days if I start to get frustrated I take a break. Last night I got to a point where I wasn't enjoying it anymore. So, I left. I made shitty money but did some pretty good shows. I decided not to count it. I will work 3 out of the 4 days of Bumbershoot and count it all up later.

Getting ready to go back out there. Things kick off at Noon. I don't want to loose my voice, so I have to be smart about this. Maybe I should try and pitch some stripper decks. It's against the rules, like using amplification. I getting ready to say fuck the rules. I NEED to make some money.

I wish I could get my life together. I feel like I've really been trying for years but things haven't been going my way. I got a line on a job in retail. The Children's Museum Gift Shop is looking for a retail manager. I think I might try and put a resume together and submit it. Not sure what non profit's pay, but I guess I'll find out. This is not the direction that I want to go, but going on 4 months behind in child support; something has to give.

I need to keep love in my heart and a smile on my face. I have plenty of talent and enthusiasum, why can't I get it together.

Well, off to Bumbershoot. . see if I can make something happen.