Missing my kids

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For the last couple of months I've been playing hard ball. I haven't seen my little kids AT ALL in the last 2 months. Let me clarify the amount of time that the current parenting plan allows me, 10 hours a month. Every other Sunday I was driving 4 hours in the car for a 5 hour visit. I got sick of being pushed around and I'm taking the fight to court with a trial scheduled in Aug. Convicted junkie, rapists have better visitation than I do. What's up with that? I miss them and feel like folding. She's got me by the. . . well. . . kids.

I called her yesterday (she never answers her phone when she sees it me. I left a message asking her to meet me half way (for the kids sake). I asked her to meet me at Snoqualmie Pass and increase the time from 5 to 8 hours. She had our daughter Hope (6 yrs. old) tell me that I could see them in Ellensburg.

I feel like going. I miss my kids so much. I don't think you deal with a bully by giving them what they want. I feel the need to be strong and stand my ground. Enough is enough.